I'm doing better than I ever have even though I'm surrounded by misery, somehow I'm thriving I suppose, every so often, I have to remind myself of what might have been, and who we lost.

been a lot harder to deal lately buddy. I'm sorry.

Still find myself going back to old streams. Its wild to me one of the first people I really followed online ended up "this way". Its even more insane "we'll" never really know what happened; or at least I don't. I miss you buddy. I reflect on you when I think about self harm (I used to cut myself as a kid (I've been through medication stabilization: i'm good)). It reminds me that there's always someone out there that's gonna miss you. Online or not. I'm sorry I never got to be your friend in real life Kazz.

Rest in glory, king. Reality is tearing itself asunder, and you must race.

still miss you, man. i hope it's better where you are.