Coming to terms with the reality that he was guilty essentially already made Boj dead in my mind. I accepted it and moved on. I was shocked coming to his Steam profile a few weeks back and finding out he actually was dead, but the Boj I knew had died the moment I found out he was arrested. I don't take any happiness in knowing that someone I considered such a close friend is dead. I planned on never speaking to him ever again, but I didn't want him dead. I just really wish he hadn't done the things he did. I just wish things were different. I miss the friend I thought I knew.

Can confirm that Boj is dead. Me and a small group of others knew of his arrest, but chose not to say anything about it until he was found guilty, just in case it was all a big mistake. Really broke my heart finding out he was arrested. I was worried he got in an accident or was deathly ill (same sickness that killed him) and was gutted to find out he was arrested for something so heinous. He was one of my absolute bestest friends I had. We had nearly a solid half decade of constant VCing and game playing and just being great friends. We were talking in VC within 8 hours of him going dark. Everything was normal.

its just heartbreaking really, if only you went a different path

RIP man. Despite everything that has happened I wish I reached out more. I wish things could've been different. You were in my life for half of my existence and even though we had drifted apart this still doesn't feel real. Wherever you are now, I hope you're at peace.

no joke hes actually dead